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Jul. 29th, 2010 | 10:28 am
I dreamt a lot last night. Starting to think about magic, both for M and for another friend (hereby nicknamed "Chef" :-) who is asking questions too. There was one dream sequence which was quite rich and detailed, but which basically summed up to a statement that I really needed to pay more attention. I tend to live immersed in this world that magic and the spiritual are a big part of, but in the last couple of years I've been mostly not dipping in too far. Living in it, the same way I live in a world full of physics, but it's been a long time since I did the magical equivalent of running over a pit of broken glass or burning coals. Part of that was the pregnancy - I was discouraged from practicing any magic while carrying the Schmetterling other than the healing/shielding/filtering I had to do on her at around fourteen (or was it eighteen?) weeks. And then since then I've been pretty darn tired and sleep deprived for over a year now :-) The dream was basically saying "stop pissfarting around and taking it all so lightly - you need to pay more attention, and it's time for you to step a level deeper in in your work." So I'm not sure what, or how, but the message has been Received. Time for more seriousness.